Transformation or Failure?
Phase 03
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After many surgeries and injections of the new virus, Elina was taken to her room where she begun to transform.
She’s alone, standing in the middle of this cell, down on her knees. In addition to her unbearable pain throughout her whole body, now her insides are burning as well. It can’t stop now and it won’t. Not just yet. She must adapt to this new state. The transformation lasted for hours and hours. Βlack fluid flows from her every hole.. mouth, nose.. ears.. it’s her liquefied old organs that her new body expelled. The wounds start to close and her body heals once again. It makes you wonder, it’s not the amount of pain that tramples me.
It’s the state of her mind that is equally important if not more.. what kind of thoughts was she drowning into? Memories perhaps, childhood beautiful ones or dark adult ones? You think she still remembers her mother’s touch on her shoulder? maybe her fathers first gift? all the above, I would say. I hope.. she needs strength from every aspect in her life now to manage and handle the situation.
Remember when you said you don’t like your hips? Your breast is too small? Your nose is not straight enough? Remember when your muscles were not good enough to fight? You were called ugly, weak, not much of a man? Now think of all the compliments you got for these exact characteristics on you as well as the ones for your character.
Imagine being someone else. who would you be? If I were you.. I would be.. just different.
Your soul is what makes you, you. Your mind.. Your inner fights and wins and loses. You are beautiful just the way you are. Unique and irreplaceable.
Elina’s mind is still hers and the director, who was watching the process, ordered the guards to take her for the nest step…
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Design by Argus Dorian | Dark Cyberpunk Artist
Story by Revna & Argus Dorian
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Elina’s Story…
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A closer look in the darkness
If you had a chance to leave your cell, would you use every single cell you got to grab it?
I know, I would. As a matter of fact, I did. I had to. You see, ‘normal’ can be something totally different for you than what it is to me. And that’s okay. No judgment. Neither you or I can be sure which one is right.. and why should we?
I only care if you’re happy.. Are you happy?
Does it get too much sometimes? I know it does. The pressure consumes you, anxiety is a serious enemy. Your overthinking must be killing you. Unless you’re not an overthinker and you’re just practical… right? Where does your practice keep getting you? Do you get the results you’re craving? I hope you do.
Are you comfortable enough in your skin? In your clothes? In your family? Does your house feel like home?
Don’t answer to me. I don’t need to hear it. You do. They say, be careful of what you’re thinking because it is that one step before action. What are you thinking.. I wonder. No worries.
I will keep this secret of yours if you keep mine… come closer…
I know, I would. As a matter of fact, I did. I had to. You see, ‘normal’ can be something totally different for you than what it is to me. And that’s okay. No judgment. Neither you or I can be sure which one is right.. and why should we?
I only care if you’re happy.. Are you happy? Does it get too much sometimes? I know it does. The pressure consumes you, anxiety is a serious enemy. Your overthinking must be killing you. Unless you’re not an overthinker and you’re just practical… right? Where does your practice keep getting you? Do you get the results you’re craving? I hope you do.
Are you comfortable enough in your skin? In your clothes? In your family? Does your house feel like home? Don’t answer to me. I don’t need to hear it. You do. They say, be careful of what you’re thinking because it is that one step before action. What are you thinking.. I wonder. No worries.
I will keep this secret of yours if you keep mine… come closer…
